from upcoming ep, "Over It"
Odds favor the house, but I still roll the dice.
I tried to breakaway, now I'm paying the price.
I know I'm only here so I can be used,
but I still play the game cause I got nothing to lose.
Fate in the hands of a world unkind.
I'm losing the game, I'm losing my mind.
Sanity shatters, forgetting everything that matters.
I try to keep a grip but my mind is tattered.
I can't shake it, I can't fake it.
I wanna pull the trigger, but I'll never deliver,
'Cause that's not what I'm about,
not the one to take the easy way out.
The further I go, the more that I know.
This pain in me continues to grow.
Now I can see, forever I'll be,
all alone waiting for
Death to fucking take me.
So many years spent believing the lie,
that if I hold on everything will be fine.
Sinking into the pit, I leave this world of shit,
only to find myself ready to quit.
How do I cope when I've run out of hope?
It's harder than I'd like to admit.
I can't see the light, I can't hear a sound.
The weight of living life is dragging me down.
The man you see is nothing more than a shell.
I've locked myself away inside my own hell.
Can't find a way out. Show me the way out.
You try to teach me, but you can't reach me.
My mind has shut you out, it won't let you breach me.
I need your help, please save me from myself.
My mind has turned me into somebody else.
released June 2, 2015
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